Speedbumps!

Well once again it's been weeks since I blogged anything. One thing I struggle with is that a speedbump in life can really throw me off my course. I am working a great deal on myself and learning to attract what I want into my life. However what I don't have just yet is the ability to just shrug off that what comes in IS what I want and will all work out for good. I believe it but I still get completely thrown off my track when there is a shift or change.
I am really working on Affirmations. I am reading the book You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay. Louise is an inspiring woman who has pretty much built a small empire in the later half of her life. Her main focus seems to be on learning to love and accept yourself which is one of my major struggles. So I am working on that. I am using her affirmations and I am looking at others stories and being inspired. I am a very instant win type of person. I want to have it now. Maybe the speedbumps are just part of the learning process for me.
I am affirming good things about myself for now, that is my goal. I am working out which is good for my soul and my body. Those two baby steps are what I am focusing on right now.