Getting a cup of Joy

I am constantly angry and in a bad mood. Little things just piss me off. It's probably one of my biggest challenges is that I am such an Angerball. I think cutting the cord on that angry person is on key to finding my happiness.
So today is no exception. Before 8 am and I have tons of righteous indignation and anger. However so far that has gotten me nowhere.. what I need to do is pour myself a nice cup of Joy and Happiness. I have a really blessed life. Sometimes (like now for instance) it can be hard to really pull out the positive thinking rahrah pompoms. But I am writing this from inside my place of employment that provides me a decent wage and let's us wear jeans on Friday. Someone just told me we were getting free breakfast today which sounds awesome. I know I have a warm place to sleep tonight. I have good friends, I have a loving family. I have clothes...a whole closet full. I have means and opportunity to do anything I really set my mind to. I am not an oppressed person or living in a country that treats me as a non citizens.
All around right now are sparkly lights and beautiful sights that we can sit back and relax and take in, knowing that really all the big things will take care of themselves. I can choose to be happy or I can choose to be pissed off. It's hard reaching for that happiness. Especially when I know I am RIGHT DAMN IT! LOL.
It's not fair and all kind of other three year old kicking and screaming mentalities. Well I may be right and indignant and Angry and dwelling on the negative (which we know will just bring more of the same). Or I can reach out for that tiny bit of hey, just be happy and enjoy what you can right where you are and maybe, just maybe, this will be a great day!